My Old Stories

Ought to be mugging right now for tomorrow’s paper but i’ve decided to drop a post cos’ it’s going to be the last time round i’m going to sit here with a messy table, mugging for a school exam paper. Of course as usual,  really can’t wait for the last paper to be over and that’s it - no more mugging! no more deprivation! and shanghai!

But i can’t exactly tell what i’m feeling now. Perhaps cos’ i still can’t really feel it’s the last of exams. Afterall, it’s been 18years. And i can’t see the road ahead.. yet. But, maybe, it’ll be better. I sure hope.

It’s the time of the year again.. exam’s coming! I must have said this phase a thousand and one times before. But, it’s going to be the last time I’m going to say this. Yes, the difference this time round is that, it’s going to be the last time some of us are going to mug for school-based exams. Doesn’t it call for a celebration?? Indeed.. But it’s really a mixed feeling.

While I was walking along the tutorial rooms area today as usual, it felt unusual. The school felt nicer than before. Perhaps it’s due to the workings of the subconsious - the grass is always greener on the other end. Though I’m still on this side of the grass, it already appears to be slightly greener than before. Now you see the effect of the old saying huh? haha. Today actually marks the last day of official school, excluding exams. I can’t believe it’s was the last time I’m going to attend any tutorials/seminars/lectures (school-based of course). It felt like it was barely a year ago when I first walked into a tutorial room, realizing that cw’s my classmate and that I was not all alone! lol. I’ll really miss those much dreaded tutorials, seminars and lectures! *sigh* No matter how boring those lessons were, they’ll only last a few hours per week. No matter how dreadful some lessons were, you’ll always know you can hang out with your friends after that. No matter how much work we had on hand, we had our free time to do them. No matter what, school days will always be the best. Afterall, school has been a comfort zone for the past 18 years and the life ahead is one full of uncertainties.

 Alright, that’s it for today. Mug mug mug!

Presenting to you… Ethereal Princess! Another lovely doll to mark my 22nd year alive. haha.. thanks friends!

Presenting to you.. yet another pretty doll that I got from the girls last year. She’s exotic! But I’m really not doing her justice with my lousy photo-taking skill.

Perphaps someday, this blog can become a toy displaying blog huh? lol

See any resemblance between us and the “The Scream”?

FYP Craze, originally uploaded by jan_Q.

This is what FYP had done to us.. This is what happened on the night before the submission of FYP. The coldest night ever in Singapore.. haha

Barbie 2008, originally uploaded by jan.

So what if i’m turning 22? I still LOVE Barbies as much! wahahaha. I mean.. just look at her.. she’s so gorgeous! with really pretty dress! I guess tq’s the only person who can understand this. haha. These dolls never fail to perk me up. As I told ys.. I’m going to be a collector! But I need to first build on my finances to finance this hobby. haha. And so I’ve only been getting affordable ones. But I’m going to get real expensive ones someday! lolx.

So are you wondering whose doll is that? It’s mine! For 22nd birthday, from my parents.. I made them get it. hahaha.. c’mon, there’s a kid in everyone of us. love love my parents!

Finally we’re going to submite FYP TODAY! oh manz.. This sem is unbelievably.. scary. trust me.

FYP=Final Year Pain. It indeed is.

Bye FYP…

Decide to drop by for awhile for a little update. Almost forgot it’s the 29th Feb yesterday.. what a rare occasion. haha. And so we’re now into the first day of March. It’s been really crazy these days.

FYP+CESIM=MADNESS

Yea, that’s the equation that revolves around my life these days. For the whole of this week, I see tq more than 12 hours each day (much more than the amount of time I see my parents each day).  I need to STUDY, GET A JOB and to GO OUT! Oh manz.. We’re all so deprived! Deprivation is driving us crazyyyy. Really can’t wait for the arrival of 14th March, which will mark the end to FYP! But it’ll also mean that we’re running out of time! Urgh! somanythingssomanythingssomanythingssomanythings!!!

Anyway, I a new song that I’m into these few days by 杨宗纬 (this guy from the singing competition in Taiwan, whom I heard faked his age.. for what?)

洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

All along, I thought the title is like 杨宗 or something to fit his name, and so I asked cw yesterday so what does 杨宗 mean. And she was like “huh?” and so I realized it’s actually 洋葱(onion). But anyway, nice melody and I thought the lyrics are really well written. Really sad. One nice sappy song.   

I’m glad this layout has been receiving postive comments so far. Thus, I concluded that most people actually like to see and read about happy stuff to brighten our dull lives (note: may be inaccurate as it’s a general assumption based on my personal life). And so, this is going to be another (rare) positive kinda post. Here it goes..

I was reading Her World just a moment ago, and was rather inspiried by this article. It’s written by this lady whose initials are HW and I believe I have actually seen her articles rather often in magazines. The title of the article is “The anti-adult guide” - it’s as cool as it sounds. The author definitely leads a uber cool life despite being a 31-year old. Bascially, she’d stopped working 5 years ago, leading a ‘blissful life as an anit-adult’. She does all the things she enjoys, which include stuff like clubbing, and she teaches pilates and is a freelance writer - both happened to be her hobbies.

She gave some great ideas for adults to lead a fun life. An exmple will be to ‘plan something amusing now and then, like a as a “ponteng-from-work” day with your friends’. And I find these two lines she wrote exceptionally inspiring - “Channel the innocence of children and look at life with renewed eyes. Start by appreaciating everything - from the roof over your head to the ice-cream cone you are holding in your hand’.  

I guess being an adult (though I’ve not been one for long, I’m definitely experiencing the difference already and that’s how obvious it is), they (I’m still not too used to referring myself as one) are never satisfied and often overlook the small things around us intentionally or not. And thus it’s really hard to have a satisfying life. My inference from the article is that - adults need to learn how to go about balancing their lives and the way will be to work hard and have fun at the same time. It may sound easy, but I believe it’s not as easy to execute. 

Anyway, I can’t believe how postive I’m sounding depsite the crazy schedule these days. Oh manz.. I guess I’m not quite myself these days. Whatever it is, I’m hoping whatever that’s mentioned about will not just remain as a hope for the rest of our lives.  

Recess week’s coming - oh really? So?

Since my dear friends think it’s weird to have a new skin without a post, here it is. haha. I believe this is the first time I’m actually having such a bright and cheery kinda skin. The reason behind it is that.. life’s crazy these days, trust me, it’s the busiest sem ever.. and thus I just want something cheery to perk me up. And I was a little inspired by how hs’s sons entertain themselves with seemingly entertaining stuff. lol. Yep, that’s about it.

I shall now go back to dwell about the crazy life.. I’ll be back.

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